I usually don't post twice in one day BUT...I'm sitting here relaxing while the kids are sleeping...
Suddenly my phone chimes and it isn't my normal ringtones...
I look over and see that it is my calendar and that today was the day that I had my tummy tuck scheduled for.
Knowing that I am not going to wake up tomorrow with a flat stomach makes me sad.
Knowing that I am not going to have a monthly payment for surgery makes me happy.
Knowing that I am not going to have to endure the pain that people go thru to have one makes me happy.
Knowing that I am not going to have any complications makes me happy.
Knowing that I am working my butt of and I am EARNING this body, makes me VERY happy.
Now I can only hope that all of my hard work pays off and that my crazy work out schedule helps to tighten this stomach. I can see that the Happy far outweighs the Sad so for now I keep on trucking.
If I need to have surgery because my tummy just wont go away, it wont be from not trying. AND my stomach will be far tighter and stronger under all this skin and will most certainly aide in recovery.
So Cheers to what would have been today-
And Cheers to what will be tomorrow!
I would love the surgery to take care of the mess that is my stomach, but I would be really scared of the complications of what would be an elective surgery, too.
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